Kitty in a Hurricane

I've got a dull pain in my upper left shoulder blade. My body feels sick and yucky. I'm sleeping now sporatically. Never longer than an hour and a half. But other than that I feel okay. This is a long term feeling that I expect to be feeling. So its no surprise to me.

If I keep drinking water, it does miracles. I do find though that I am not really that thirsty, So I can forget to drink my share of water.And also, I would rather just fall back asleep. But, If I don't drink anything I start to feel worse. So on my menu for today is lots of water and here and there tylenol. Sounds like That would be a good brand name for Tylenol. "Here And There"

I find that the day or so after my shot, I get a strong lingering obsessive urging crave for sweets. Boy could I raid "Candyland" right now.

I also begin to type something and I forget totally what I was going to say. All I can remember is that it was something important I wanted to write. And knowing that drives me crazy. I have the thought, type 3 words and like a Kitty cat in a hurricane, it floats away to go "Meow, Meow" in another town. I started this blog to record my thoughts, but what do you do when your thoughts disappear like a shadow in the wind.

All I can do is go with the flow. I learned when I get this way that when I start to become forgetful, I just need to do Hypnotic Non- brain Activites. Hmmm I know something that will paralyze my brain and that doesn't invlove thinking until I can remember again.

Oh shit!!!
Now I forgot.

There goes that cat , can you hear it, Its in the other town.

"Meow" "Meow"

Let go and let god.

Time for a Movie!!