3:06am

These tired eyes of mine
I rest inside my mind
To say hello to my sweet dreams
and fall into my warm-filled sleep

I'm only slightly sweating, due to the medication. I feel a little drowsy, I'm going to try my best to knock on wood and fall into my darkness of sleep. Not that easy, but I shall give it a try. I have gotten some relief from a lot of questions that I have had from talking to some people on a website called the hepatitis C forum. Its really helped out, there are a few people who are done with the treatment and are showing negative results. Thats good in the hep c world. I feel a sense of worth from talking to these people, and its nice to know what to expect and what to watch out for. Also it is really nice just to talk to them. One thing I got from them, is some of the people there have had people in their lives shy away and walk the other way when they found out about their Hepatitis C. I want to say to all of you, thank you for your thoughts, it means the world to me to know that I have people in my life that care... I better go now, I'm starting to tear up, and if I cry too much i might drown in my bed of sleep and people might think that I pee'd before I died and not know the truth that i was really crying. Hmm, whats worse, crying before you die, or peeing the bed. I guess either way you don't have to be the one to clean it up. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal...I'd kill myself if I took my life.